Still working, but not nearly as invested as I could be - and purposely so. This distancing is feeling good, and I still need it. My reflection is somewhat passive right now, and I know that I will have to kick back into gear relatively soon - and face the big questions of this coming business year.
To grow, or not to grow? Do I have it in me? Is it worth my while financially?
Maybe I should cruise on what I have built so far, and fine-tune the machine to run more smoothly. I will let some water flow under the bridge, and assess all that.
I'm enjoying this sort of half time, and I love to leave the books aside to spend more time nurturing my family. Simple and so good.
With over a week after my return from Yucatan, I feel the impact that my sister had on me all along this journey and I must find a way to clear that from my system. It's full of negativity and darkness.
I took position early on and decided to let her negativity slide, otherwise it would have became a series of pointless arguments. She did have a lot of fun too, but she choses to remember and talk about the things that bugged her. She is broken... more than I imagined. I am convinced that the discomfort comes from within her. I'm not sure if I should let it slide again, or spill it all out to her. I will let water flow under the bridge some more on that one...
On a happier note - We are going to Jeanne-Marie's for dinner - I have not seen her since our return to Toronto. Looking forward to seeing her!!!
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